Why did they take her away from me? What was I doing that pissed them off that much that they believe themselves entitled to do such a horrible act? Jeez... and, why when it seems that I am close to getting somewhere it suddently appears some images in black and white from what appears to be my consciousness but I can't remember anyting from? Why can't I access them whenever I want? Fuck. These fucking long pauses are starting to make me go crazy. I cannot move, I cannot go deeper in what appear to be my memories, the only thing I can do, and I can't stop doing it, is to think, again and again, about these small fragments that I have sorted inside this weird developing puzzle of what everything keeps telling me that is my past. That there is something that I did that pissed them off. But, how could I do something this huge if I am not able to move my body by myself nor remember anything that "hasn't been shown" to me?
Why did they take her away from me? What was I doing that pissed them off that much that they believe themselves entitled to do such a horrible act? Jeez... and, why when it seems that I am close to getting somewhere it suddently appears some images in black and white from what appears to be my consciousness but I can't remember anyting from? Why can't I access them whenever I want? Fuck. These fucking long pauses are starting to make me go crazy. I cannot move, I cannot go deeper in what appear to be my memories, the only thing I can do, and I can't stop doing it, is to think, again and again, about these small fragments that I have sorted inside this weird developing puzzle of what everything keeps telling me that is my past. That there is something that I did that pissed them off. But, how could I do something this huge if I am not able to move my body by myself nor remember anything that "hasn't been shown" to me?